New mama, new music, new career.....

8/08/2020

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How to put into words what this past year and a half has been like.  The only way I can describe it is walking through a river, a deep, dark, heavy river.  Sometimes it carried me, sometimes it pushed me down.  Sometimes I was swept away by an unseen current, feet first, eyes closed.  In moments, I wasn't sure I'd make it to the other side.  Sometimes I wasn't sure there was another side.  I became a mother in this river and she showed me how to let go, to surrender, to accept, to trust. 

 

My son arrived eight weeks early and we spent months living in a hospital.  The current was there, churning and white.  

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He's the most perfect creature and I can't believe he chose me to be his mama.  The current is in him, wild and unwavering.  

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I have let go of my former band and am stepping into the world as a solo artist.  The current is with me, strong and steady.  

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I am ready to dive in and emerge anew.